its making me sick to my stomach

k i lied. hi.

its been approx. 3 or 4 months and i'm already tired of blogspot.

catch me on TUMBLR

http://trshlsgmb.tumblr.com

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expect big things from these ladies in the future.

" If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then HELL NO, you can’t “be friends” A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend.

DON’T SETTLE. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. You cannot change a man’s behavior. Change comes from within. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never borrow someone else’s man. If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat ON you.

You need time to heal between relationships; there is nothing cute about baggage. You should NEVER look for someone to complete you. A RELATIONSHIP CONSISTS OF TWO WHOLE INDIVIDUALS. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary. Make him miss you sometimes; when a man always knows where you are, and you’re always readily available to him; he takes it for granted. DON’T fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything you need.

Self respect comes first. "

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i''ve come to realize that "CHILL" is the most fucking annoying word in the english dictionary. if i hear it one more time i'm going to drop kick a nigga in the face. then i'll fuckin' "chill".

random thought

* seriously, BIRTHDAY SEX is NOT a good song to do a cover of.. seriously, ew..

random LOL

THIS SONG IS THE ONE.

when you realize that maybe you should just let things be

laundry

Honestly, sometimes it takes ages to start my blogs because I usually don't know how to start them. It took me, like, 15 minutes to start this blog with this "I don't know how to begin my blog" beginning. Anyways..

The second hardest part about blogging is figuring out a way to start the next topic.

So lately.. I don't have much to say on life or how it's been. It's not really anything. It's a mix of good and bad things, the best part about it is that it has found some sort of medium and it's balanced, somewhat. Does that make sense? Lol. But yeah, the good is that I go out but not too much and nothing disasterous has happened at all, really. I've had my own few issues to deal with but nothing's a biggie. The bad? Well.. It's not really bad, per say, but just not the happiest. Lately days seem to feel like they drag on and each day lately has felt routinal and kind of tedious. I mean, I leave the house the same time, come home the same time, spend my nights pretty much the same way. I don't talk on the phone much anymore and I'm not that excited to go out anymore. Is that weird for someone like me? Anyways, yeah. I still have a couple issues to deal with concerning school and my parents, it's not as bad as before but nonetheless it still stresses me out. It's summer and school problems still haunt me.

Speaking of which, there are alot of things I really need to change for the upcoming school year. I think I've got what it takes but I'm just a bit nervous, in case the change doesn't really settle in. Sometimes it's impossible for me to change. I don't know if I'm scared of change, actually it's more like I'm scared of forcefully changing myself, because apparently there's alot that has been changed about me without me realizing it (which is no problem with me, I mean if you think about it, if you change unconciously, then you are automatically comfortable with the change without even realizing it, right?) .. K, enough about this.

A few random things? Well..

• On days when I really can't think of listening to anything, I YouTube the Gabe/Leejay/Passion car rehearsals. I'm doing that right now.
• I'm at Frances' house and she is currently behind me snoring on the bed. Lol.
• I'm getting really frustrated with this stupid strike. When was the last time I danced in a studio? Or swam!!! Oh well, all things happen for a reason, right?
• I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yesterday. It was so funny, I really liked it. I <3>
• I really want to go to a party and get smashed. LOL is that bad? Whatever, it'll make my summer more exciting and fun.

xoxo
trisha

p.s. the way Gabe sings Gravity makes me want to have his children.

how dare you say it's nothing to me? baby, you're the only light that i ever saw

so lately..

i'm either too bored or too occupied by drama. the weather sucks and there's no studio time. i miss alot of people. the pros; i saw ian twice in a week's span. we met a stranger who is neither white or brown but has dark racoon circles and we ate blizzard soup and a chicken heart attack. i missed ian <3 also, i do not understand why i am dark seeing as how i've spent these past 3 days cooped up in my house. one more thing, harry potter is tomorrow. i'm shitting my pants.

that is all...

don't you know i appreciate the scenery? can't you see what you do to me, do to me.
everything i never knew i needed, is everything you are.
don't you know where there is imagination, i can picture the perfect situation.
much better when we're together, than if we're both apart.
oh i, i could get used to you, and the way you do, looks so good, so fine, feels so right.
i could get used to you, and the way you do, doesn't sound bad, i could get used to that.
never been, but you know, i wanna go there.
you got me thinking of all kinds of things we could share.
wouldn't mind taking time to know you better, and make it something real.
oh i, i could get used to you, and the way you do, looks so good, so fine, feels so right.
i could get used to you, and the way you do, doesn't sound bad, i could get used to that.

PICTURES OF THE PAST WEEKEND

I said I'd put'em up!

i said i would.. LOL

why ian is da bombdigs:

he always calls me by my full name.
he makes me scream every time i see him.
because we kick ass in soccer.
because i cannot read harry potter to him in one night but nigs still loves a bitch.
because of JACKSON and william hung.
because even if we don't talk forever i can still call him whenever i want to and we'd still be good.
because he drives...
because he STILL works at timmies
because he is still like my best friend no matter the time diff. :)

hi

Alright, first of all, because I haven't mentioned it anywhere in my blogspot :
RIP M.J., I used to dress like you as a kid. LOL! Seriously. I swear I had a red leather jacket, ask my mother. Speaking of which, I have those ^ jeans.

Ok, anyways -

Can you believe it's only July 4th? Holaaay. It's officially summer, I've done enough shit and it's only begun. In short, July started off damn motherfuckin' well.

July 1st:
Canada Day was, first off, the first time I had been in a studio in a really long time. Because of the Toronto Workers' Strike, not only is Toronto starting to stink, but none of the studios have been open. I miss practices still, but Ian managed to get hook ups at this dope studio @ the Y and invited myself and a handful of others to come learn a few routines of his and to help him record some shit for his YouTube or something. After that, some of us trekked over to Lista's house where we met with the rest of the usuals. It was a good Canada Day, ended it off with basketball, pizza, and amateur fireworks that I went all Lady Gaga over. Definition of chill - Hollerrrrrr at a good 1st of July.

July 2nd:
Went over to Chris' house for the Scarborough Central fellowship/meeting. I missed everyone! Talked out some major issues, had a little bit of a Praisefest, ate pizza (which has become somewhat of the staple summer food..) and did whatever. Helped Chris out a bit with his web-show, Brotalk. Subscribe, btw! It's actually some pretty funny shit. Anyways..

July 3rd:
Holy shit, THE night. Started with practice for the team @ Nathan Philips. Left early with Julie for her house to get ready for tonight. First time clubbing. It was fuckin' intense. So much to say about it but I won't say too much. Well, as I said, Julie and I headed to her house to get ready - rushed like a bitch, didn't even get to wear the dress I wanted to wear *AHEM* - but that's another issue. Anyways, rushed, met up with 42 and Anna and got driven to Frequency. Sucha nice place. Anyways - a big highlight of the night, for one thing, is that I shared a booth with SoRealCru's very own Brian Puspos aka Bburna aka nice ass - I mean.. yeah. Seemed like a pretty down to earth kind of guy, kept making jokes and was really funny, and he sat next to me .. :) HAHAHA but yeah, if you're wondering, no, I didn't dick ride. Most of the night me and Julie were going all Coyote Ugly on the dance floor.. HAHA. Had such a good first time clubbing, was in enough pictures (just waiting on them..) with the exception of a few things that wasn't at all pleasant; long night in heels + 6 hours in a club + 1.5 hour bus ride to Julie's = tired as fuck, impatient as fuck, with feet that hurt.. like fuck. Hahaha.. Well, clubbing isn't really something I'd do every week but it's definately something I'd want to do more often for sure. Such a good night. Holy shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii-

July 4th (Today):
Oh boy, barely got any sleep so I don't even know what I'm up right now. But yeah, let Julie's mad early and went over home for a bit before heading to the Harbourfront for Puspos' workshop. My body's a bit sore from the dances he taught but I had lots of fun dancing nonetheless (as always.) Got seriously sweaty though - it was packed at the studio. Oh, and p.s., he used MY ipod to teach his second routine. Holla. Anyways, took alot of pictures, chilled a bit after with the usuals, and then went home with Greg. We ate burgers, made smoothies, and took pictures of Hachi eating ice cream. Cute, right? I know.

After-thought:
Seriously had a really long 4 days. I'm really looking forward to a resting day. Especially these past two days - seriously exhausting. But hey, I got to party with fuckin' Brian Puspos. I can tell this is how the rest of my day's will be - not like I mind, though. With all this bonding I had this weekend with everyone, I can tell summer 2009 will be very promising. Oh yeah, and Hachi's a cute little ice cream eater, isn't he? :)

Since I am seriously lacking pictures of the weekend (until NuLite puts up theirs), here's on of me and my twin bitch @ the Puspos workshop. Main bitch this weekend B-) We wore the same thing at the workshop without planning it, it's pretty fucking gay, thus this picture was taken. We weren't trying to be cute, FYI. Anyways, more pictures later. Holler!

xoxo

cool kids - schoolin'

random facts of the day:

- burnt popcorn is fucking nasty. its bitter and the taste sticks to your mouth. fuckin' gross... and i just ate a handful. fack me loife.

- went to the free Cool Kids concert yesterday. packed with hype beasts. i lost greg and then and was almost at the very front of the crowd surrounded by tall ass black mans smokin' dank. it was fun still. 

- i cut my bangs, they are very short. very, very short buuuuttt.. i was tired of having that shit in my face. i <3>

- i am running out of random facts...

- where the fuck can i watch harry potter 1 online....

yeah ill add more lataaaaaaaaaZzZzzzz

too lazed to blog properly

Re-cap of the past couple of weeks:

1. ) Prom (weekend) was everything I thought it'd be. That's a really, really good thing. 

2.) In the span of 15 minutes, I received a Mac Desktop, and the news that my mom ordered me a new phone that's actually pretty nice and decent. Good karma, good karma. A Mac can be a bitch, though.

3.) RYC practice is going well, I really like all the new dances I learned. It's really nice to learn new routines after 3 months of doing the same ones over and over again. Chrisshan's, Mike's and Greg's routines are all equally impressive. 

4.) Speaking of learning new choreo, C2 Genesys had it's first workshop since we began hardcore stomp practices. It was fun and pretty successful. It made me remember how fun it was to meet new people. 

5.) I've been happier (sorta.. a little bit, maybe.) these past couple weeks. 

Re-cap of today:

1.) The team was supposed to perform at Seneca College. First of all, walking to Seneca, being inside the campus where my first conference was, and remember all those super amazing memories there gave me jitters. That conference holds some of the best (and worst, unfortunately for bad boyfriends) memories I've ever had. I could've cried, I swear. Ian agrees!

2.) As I said, we were supposed to perform but... we all flopped. How professional! Haha, whatever.

3.) Trekked it to Mcdonalds, Hannah gave us coupons, saved money, ate well. The usual.

4.) Everyone came over, we all chilled, my parents fed everyone with good burgers had a really good practice, and everyone ended up leaving at 12:45. 

All-in-all; practice was really fun. It's a completely different atmosphere compared to STOMP practices. Alot more relaxed, alot more chill. But I'm having a blast learning this new choreo. Today I learned Chrisshan's routine and it was so dope, I struggled a bit but I love challenges. Yup, when practice ended, finished it off with 2 hours of Smash Bros. and YouTube.  Good day!

Last thought:

Life's kinda looking up. I said KINDA. Sorta... eh..

C2 GENESYS

Such a huge weekend for me just passed. To describe it: 3 months for 3 minutes. HOLLAR! Let's get down to the nitty gritty, then.

I'm pretty sure that last practice we had, no one realized it was our "last practice". Practice was pretty chill (surprisingly), no one was too stressed, we pretty much mossed the whole time. As good as that was, I could tell that no one really realized that.. that would pretty much be the last time all of us would be together like that. I'm taking it in right now.. It's pretty bittersweet, to be honest with you. I'm stoked for workshops but I'm gonna miss just kickin' it with my homies, you know? But yeah, all-in-all, dope practice.

Afterwards, a handful of us (Frannie, Greg, James, Tin, Adolfo and I) went to Sobeys to shop for dinner tonight.. Haha which was fun. Me and Frannie were so keen on not sharing .. yeah right. Our team's a pack of fuckin' wolves. Anyways, we bough sandwich stuff, 3 packs of cookies, and hotstuff. The rest came back with a shitload of shit too. Dinner was set for the night and we were off to the Marriott. It was probably the nicest hotel I've been in. I'm not going into deets about it, but trust, it was N-O-I-C-E. So, we ate, watched T.V., swam a bit, and hit the hay. I had such a shitty time sleeping, though, to be quite frank with you. A), Mikey, who was too my right, has boney ass elbows and would twitch every 2 seconds (thus I switched with Greg), and B), Greg, who I normally love sleeping beside, would move every 2 seconds and yell out something to every single person who came into a room. UGH! Haha.

I woke up the next morning to fucking Getting Closer to God being replayed every 4 minutes, along with Diamond shoving a camera and a camera light into our faces, telling us to wake up while vblogging what was going on. Honestly! So effin' annoying. HAHAHA! But yeah, breakfast was beautiful, it was buffet style and mu'fuckin' FREE! MY FAVORITE WORD LOLZ! But yeah, got stuffed in my belly, packed up and left for the CNE.

When we got there everyone else was waiting for us. We registered and waited for hours. I learned a routine from Tre Armstrong's workshop. It was.. BBG (lol), short, but fun to do nonetheless. Andrew's mamadukes made us spaghetti filipino style, so I ate for sure. We practiced a bit and got ready and stuff. It was a fun process! Frannie did my make up and I felt like my face was 1234567890 times heavier, but I looked dutty good.

When the juniors went up, the seniors were back in the waiting room just cheering them on. Honestly, their performance really changed alot of things I was thinking. I'm truly proud of them all and they smashed a nig out. They did so well, and thus they took home gold in their division. They look good in their gold anyways, right? Haha!

Senior team.. oh man. What a friggin' rush. Waiting in the dressing room was hot, yucky, and it brought the butterflies, that's for sure. Right before going on stage I was killing myself not to cry.. I had so much makeup put on and it wasn't going to be washed off by my friggin' emotions, cried anyways but with the lovely magic of hairspray on my face, I was saved. LOL! Honestly.. The performance.. No words really. We fuckin' smashed it though. Take a look when you have the time : http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=84536834563&ref=mf

Yeah, so during the award ceremony, so much shit was running through my head. 3 months worth of shit, to be precise. I remember when they announced our runner ups, I was blinded with tears first of all, and i ran into any open arms I saw. Gold never looked so good. Congrats to our 2 runner up teams, btw, they did a hella good job as well.

As for C2 Genesys.. My outlet, my inspirations, my crew, my escape, my backbone, my best friends, my FAMILY.. nothing can take away what we gained this weekend. Gold medal and all, but so much more. I can't even string together the proper words to describe how I'm feeling, and I can't even calculate the things GNS has brought to my life. I've been there from the get-go, ladies and gents, from its small beginnings to everything else. I've been behind Diamond and Greg through out the process and I have never turned my back. My doubt that I had previously.. well, it's my doubt. I mean we're not perfect.. But I'm not gonna bitch and pout about it. I'm not gonna hate on my fam, Mike Song even said - create a positive dancing environment. Getting mad at every thing isn't really doing that, right? As much as our team needs to change, we're FUCKIN GOOD. We have the potential to do anything. We just need to get right!




So, to my C2 GNS homies reading this -
Thank you, you're all the biggest blessings of my life, every single one of you has a special place in my heart. I love you all for keeping me up during my lowest time. One team one dream.

And to Greg, my inspiration, my source of determination, what keeps my perseverance, my true love and my everything,
with everything you're going through now, your struggle and your slump, I will always be there to support whatever you do. You push me to become stronger as not only a dancer but in every single aspect of my life. Looking back at the final product you (and Diamond, Ian and David) led, I am so proud of you and to be able to be by your side while you do all this. You are the most gifted dancer I know, and to be quite frank, if you hadn't decided to keep on dancing before our precon in red, I probably wouldn't have also. I'm only here where I am because I follow you here. Everything you do is a work of art in my eyes, and I know you can be bigger that Mike, Jun, and Shaun. And I will be beside you no matter what you do or how you do it. I love you with every cell in my body, every hair on my head, every pore on my face, and with all the will power I have. I love you this much because I know no other way.

XOXO trisha

STOMP

So, I realized in my last post I left alot of things out. First, let me mention that a long time dream of mine has been FULFILLED. Yes, yes, I met Tony Tran (& Mike Song!), THUS my life is complete. He turned out to be a really shy guy, but due to my slick-dog skills I got a chance to have a one-on-one with him and he's a really down to earth guy! And let me be the first to mention that his dancing makes me like melted butter. He's so dirty - youtube does not do JUSTICE! But he's cuter than I imagined. He said "turtle" and "teapot" really cute. And he has a sexy half-sleeve and another tattoo on his forearms. I got his autograph! I met Mike Song too, he's a fantastic person to learn from, he's really out going, down to earth, and most importantly, he's MAD positive, which makes him an awesome person to talk to. He said I had a "dope patience in my movement". Yuuuh yuh! I died inside. One of the best weekends I had in a long time. I also got a change to see FOR perform at Dundas Square. They look already famous, guy! I couldn't even believe how happy I am for all of them, Boob in particular, since I grew up with him! They were mad dope.

So this weekend's STOMP weekend. I'm psyched/nervous/relieved that it's finally here. Months of mad hard work and tomorrow's going to be a bitch and a half! Gotta work hard tomorrow, I better eat so that I don't, you know, pass out. Red bull and gatorade! And good sleep on friday. I hope we do the public proud! When it's all over I'll post deets here and whatever. If you're reading this, wish us luck!

XOXO TRISHAAAAAWWWWWWWWWw

i haven't posted in nearly a month

yeah this past month i've been out and busy and i'm usually so tired by the end of the day so.. yeah. recap - Camp CRU was a success, dry run was pretty good, mossed with the network every weekend, and there's been alot of stress and shit. i'm not going to make this a long post.. but yeah.

i was on RawDotTV on YouTube and i noticed people are still viewing that missing you video me and greg did half a year ago. 18 000 + views! that's pretty fucked.

hah! enjoy the throwback! (ps i messed up halfway. WOMPWOMP)

april 24 - 26

i've been hibernating all week cause i've been sick. and this weekend is dance-filled. today, with the usuals @ gns, and then Saturday and Sunday it's bridging the gap. i'm pretty happy i'm taking a break from camp stuff. i'm a happy camper. i mean dancer.

crazy for you

i found myself today, singing out loud your name,
you said i'm crazy; if i am, i'm crazy for you.
sometimes sitting in the dark wishing you were here turns me crazy,
but it's you that makes me lose my head.
and every time i'm meant to be acting sensible,
you drift into my head and turns me into a crumbling fool.
tell me to run and i'll race,
if you want me to stop, i'll freeze,
and if you want me gone, i'll leave.
just hold me closer, baby,
and make me crazy for you,
crazy for you.
lately with this state i'm in, i can't help myself but spin,
i wish you'd come over; send me spinning closer to you.
my, oh, my, how my blood boils its sweetest for you,
it strips me down bare and gets me into my favorite mood.
i keep on trying,
i'm fighting these feelings away,
but the more i do the crazier i turn into.
pacing floors and opening doors, hoping you'll walk through,
and save me, boy, because i'm too crazy for you,
crazy for you.

NTS:

For the month of May:

• Camp Righteous Uphold (May 1-3)
• STOMP Dry Run (May 9)
• Melissa's Debut (May 9)
• STOMP (May 23)
• Prom (May 29)

Yeah with one free weekend and no gwap or prom dress, I can see I'm pretty much fucked up the ass. Great! Oh, and no make up until camp. Camp sacrifice!

and i miss my best friend. :(

p.s.

miss this

and this

and this

and this

and this

and this

and this

and this

and this.

two more months of bullshit and i'm back to this.

half-crazy

another blurb blog, maybe just a bit longer. alot has happened this week i realized, and there were alot of ups and downs to it. don't want to go into much detail onto what happened, so i'll just get down to the nitty-gritty of it:

friday, great practice. i found it productive and we all bonded well, we also got free food from the community centre so we all bonded a bit longer than usual. saturday was greg's surprise birthday, it all went well, he was surprised by everyone at queens quay and he seemed really happy about it. drama happened later on in the evening, ill get into that later. today was camp training! it was great to meet the service team, they all seem like they'll do so well. all-in-all, pretty productive.

okay, so here's what's up. so intense situations emerge, and some major stress happens for everyone. first off, i'd like to say that i'm very happy, to say the least, that everyone is safe and together. this is what's more important.

um, so lets just say, that many people saw the worst of me. let's just say i'm a force to fuck with when i'm really mad. let's just say that over the years i, the rarely angered trisha, have developed an otherwise rare rage blackout-esque persona. and let's just say me and the person i love the most, the MOST, had let things get a bit out of hand and hectic.

so okay. you should all know how stupid i get, how stupid we get in fights. whenever a couple fights, isn't 90% of the time, it's over something stupid? so i got caught up in the heat, and you know, i kinda got fed up with how stupid the things me and he fight over are. we say some stupid shit, yeah, and you know what, being who he is and i am and knowing that about each other, we both never usually take it to heart. its hurt, it's pain, it has a voice of it's own, and what ever it says, no matter how stupid or how not true it is, it is a reflection on how we feel. and what i felt on saturday, you know what? its how i felt inside.

i don't really know the point of this entry, honestly, but let's just say that i love greg so much, yes i may say stupid shit to him and vice versa. our fights get fuckin' intense to be completely honest with you. it's not because we hate each other or anything, but its our flaw we need to work on and because we love each other so much, we'll work on that together. we'd rather be together than let something like our temper get in the way. relationships are sacrifice and what we're trying to sacrifice is our pride. love conquers all, afterall.

that's it. sorry if it gets confusing along the way of this entry.

xoxo trisha

BLURRRRB

i'm really sad, but i have the greatest friends.

post for the day:

bss thunderheist july 11 olympic island

P.S.

COME TO CAMP AND CHRIS WILL TREAT YOU TO MANDARIN!
Right Chris? "Yes Patricia.."

;)

nothin' but good lovin'

Good Easter! Good food, good friends, good family, good lovin'!

SUNDAY! Easter Sunday, Jesus rose from the dead and saved us all from a life of fiery pits and pitchforks. So it's a happy happy day! Started it early and went to church with my family; it was a long ass mass but I wasn't too tired so it's all good. Went downtown with the family and ate at Richtree previously known as MARCHE's! Best ever, I haven't been there in so long. God, the food was so good it was disgusting. I wasn't particularly hunger when I got there but I ate enough for a Michael Le. It was grime. I took pictures so I can make this a "Shaun Evaristo" post but I'm pretty convinced that that would make me the biggest creep-de-la-creep ever, so I'll just post one:


DISGUST. DISGUST. DISGUST. The smell of it nearly made me pass out. And those fuckin' strawberries.. Do not get me started on them. I love crepes. I should go get another.

Anyways, have I mentioned? That Easter Sunday was my seven month anniversary with Greg, my best friend, my lover, my everything. So I met up with him later that day at Diamond's house, where we were together, happy, blissful, and all-in-all, in love. Happiness is not the proper word to describe how I feel/felt that day because, quite frankly, it doesn't suffice. Anyways, a handful more people showed up at Diamonds, a.k.a. Jeffrey, Jordan, Andrew, Jimmy, Mikey, and Hannah. What a bond. Mike and I (attempted) to make paper airplanes to fly out of Diamond's window, and if you didn't know, he lives on the 25th floor. Intense! Since my airplanes sucked, and since Mike had horrible aim, we let Jimmy give paper airplane making a try. No improvement. Well, we bonded some more, and when Jordan arrived we headed to the playground area near Diamond's. We played a good number of rounds of Grounders. Yeah, and sometime during that time span I managed bruise my arm really badly, and it's gross right now. It's currently purple and blue and yellow and it's really dutty. After that I was homebound. Long, exhausting, but a happy day.

Monday was all full of love. I went to Greg's house and I loved every moment of it. We watched t.v., he cooked me food, and we napped and cuddled in his bed like two little puppies in a little-er play pen. I love lying next to him more than anything in the world. More than fairs and laughing and dying my hair. Lying next to him with his arms around me is the best feeling in the world, and that's all that day was, therefore that day was absolute bliss. I'd love to wake up next to him every morning.

That's pretty much it for my Easter weekend. Today is baby's birthday, he's 19 now! So old and legal, he can go club and be in a porno if he wants! AND he can drink. My baby's all grown and shit! Hahaha. We basically spent the day and dance practice, but dance is what brought us together and it's our second-greatest love and thus it was a day well spent. Love dance, love him, love this weekend / today. And I'm happy.

..

So, as I said, we've been together 7 months, which, really, I think passed by without much notice because when I think about it now, they've passed by so quickly. And, as you can tell by this entry, I'm more than happy, as a matter of fact, I'm happier with him that any other guy I've been with. And he's 19 now, so I hope he's just as happy and more. I hope we'll have an additional billion days months years together, and I hope that this love never runs out (which, really, won't ever.) I love you, bubbalub, booboo, babu, baby, puppy face, snuggle bunny, cuddle monkey, cutie pie, little old man, best friend, love of my life always and forever and always and forever ever ever, be happy and happy birthday!

xoxo
trisha

what it is

i'm home and i'm exhausted. woke up nice and early for a doctors appointment, greg told me to make sure i made one seeing as how i haven't had a check up and half a year. good call because i have a follow up on wednesday because i need a vaccination. anyways, they took blood samples, which i hate because my blood always looks different from everyone elses, i don't know if it's just me. well after that, my family and i ate at dim sum. my parents took my shopping after, i bought a couple pairs of jeans from h&m, a shirt from aritzia and a new phone!

yup yup, and it's pink too. way nicer than my last phone, aka my giant nig nail. there's no throwing this baby. anyways, spent the better half of the day with greg. i missed him alot, it seems like the past week i barely spent time with him (although many probably beg to differ, but really, if i'm used to seeing him every day, seeing him every other day seems like barely any quality time.) i helped him space his ears, struggled with the second one, but all-in-all, the results are pretty sexy. then we biked to lista's house and networked with the usuals. i miss biking, but not so much in all this cold wind. caught up with song, ate pizza and wings, watched russell peters, took my first phone videos/pictures, and had fun.






now i'm home ready to sleep because i smell another long day ahead of me tomorrow. sorry if i haven't called you chris!

goodnight
xoxo trisha

boob can watch porno!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOBBY!
This bitch and I go back way into time. I remember when he used to rock red chucks, roc-a-wear jeans, and his hitler jacket!
Haha, let's go buy porn! You're 18 bitch!

dt / prom / hair / hachi

Okay.. I've been on livejournal for so long so I'm graduating and moving onto blogspot. Hi blogspot! Anyways. So. Today! I went downtown for GNS practice, we moved from UofT to Nathan Philips Square. Most of the time was spent on not really dancing as much as just chillin' out, talking, walking, eating. We had more of those "talks", you know, those talks that are supposed to bond us all closer together and whatever. Ate, saw Danny-love, saw Chris, planned a bit, but all-in-all just chilled. Despite the fact that I was the only one freezing my ass off, it was good to see everyone and just MOSS.

But besides today? Um, so I've been thinking about prom. Short dress, off white, lace, high high high heels, big hair? Here's what I'm thinking:



Yeah, I don't care if this isn't formal enough, Baby J looks hot. I wanna look this hot. Can anyone make this dress custom made?

HAIR! my hair is pissing me off. i'm never satisfied with it. i've tried to go blue but.. that didn't work out so well. it's like.. losing its black and the blue is barely noticable until i lift my bangs.. and there's a random moss green brown streak in it... it's pretty dutty but people tell me they like it so whatever. i finally know how to use that ice cream shit, it's pretty nice die. i wanna grow my hair but i know ill cut it. and i could color it again but my hair will just break off. and i don't want to start balding until its all white... yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah...

hachi got a hair cut and now he looks like a kitty because the groomer cut his hair too short. i never realized how much we don't feed him because hes so skinny! but his face is so cute. my little cookieface!

lastly, i gave up television for camp so no more gossip girl for a while. i'll miss you chase! :( and that's it!

P.S. tomorrow's Good Friday! Go to church!

xoxo trisha