laundry

Honestly, sometimes it takes ages to start my blogs because I usually don't know how to start them. It took me, like, 15 minutes to start this blog with this "I don't know how to begin my blog" beginning. Anyways..

The second hardest part about blogging is figuring out a way to start the next topic.

So lately.. I don't have much to say on life or how it's been. It's not really anything. It's a mix of good and bad things, the best part about it is that it has found some sort of medium and it's balanced, somewhat. Does that make sense? Lol. But yeah, the good is that I go out but not too much and nothing disasterous has happened at all, really. I've had my own few issues to deal with but nothing's a biggie. The bad? Well.. It's not really bad, per say, but just not the happiest. Lately days seem to feel like they drag on and each day lately has felt routinal and kind of tedious. I mean, I leave the house the same time, come home the same time, spend my nights pretty much the same way. I don't talk on the phone much anymore and I'm not that excited to go out anymore. Is that weird for someone like me? Anyways, yeah. I still have a couple issues to deal with concerning school and my parents, it's not as bad as before but nonetheless it still stresses me out. It's summer and school problems still haunt me.

Speaking of which, there are alot of things I really need to change for the upcoming school year. I think I've got what it takes but I'm just a bit nervous, in case the change doesn't really settle in. Sometimes it's impossible for me to change. I don't know if I'm scared of change, actually it's more like I'm scared of forcefully changing myself, because apparently there's alot that has been changed about me without me realizing it (which is no problem with me, I mean if you think about it, if you change unconciously, then you are automatically comfortable with the change without even realizing it, right?) .. K, enough about this.

A few random things? Well..

• On days when I really can't think of listening to anything, I YouTube the Gabe/Leejay/Passion car rehearsals. I'm doing that right now.
• I'm at Frances' house and she is currently behind me snoring on the bed. Lol.
• I'm getting really frustrated with this stupid strike. When was the last time I danced in a studio? Or swam!!! Oh well, all things happen for a reason, right?
• I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yesterday. It was so funny, I really liked it. I <3>
• I really want to go to a party and get smashed. LOL is that bad? Whatever, it'll make my summer more exciting and fun.

xoxo
trisha

p.s. the way Gabe sings Gravity makes me want to have his children.