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* seriously, BIRTHDAY SEX is NOT a good song to do a cover of.. seriously, ew..

random LOL

THIS SONG IS THE ONE.

when you realize that maybe you should just let things be

laundry

Honestly, sometimes it takes ages to start my blogs because I usually don't know how to start them. It took me, like, 15 minutes to start this blog with this "I don't know how to begin my blog" beginning. Anyways..

The second hardest part about blogging is figuring out a way to start the next topic.

So lately.. I don't have much to say on life or how it's been. It's not really anything. It's a mix of good and bad things, the best part about it is that it has found some sort of medium and it's balanced, somewhat. Does that make sense? Lol. But yeah, the good is that I go out but not too much and nothing disasterous has happened at all, really. I've had my own few issues to deal with but nothing's a biggie. The bad? Well.. It's not really bad, per say, but just not the happiest. Lately days seem to feel like they drag on and each day lately has felt routinal and kind of tedious. I mean, I leave the house the same time, come home the same time, spend my nights pretty much the same way. I don't talk on the phone much anymore and I'm not that excited to go out anymore. Is that weird for someone like me? Anyways, yeah. I still have a couple issues to deal with concerning school and my parents, it's not as bad as before but nonetheless it still stresses me out. It's summer and school problems still haunt me.

Speaking of which, there are alot of things I really need to change for the upcoming school year. I think I've got what it takes but I'm just a bit nervous, in case the change doesn't really settle in. Sometimes it's impossible for me to change. I don't know if I'm scared of change, actually it's more like I'm scared of forcefully changing myself, because apparently there's alot that has been changed about me without me realizing it (which is no problem with me, I mean if you think about it, if you change unconciously, then you are automatically comfortable with the change without even realizing it, right?) .. K, enough about this.

A few random things? Well..

• On days when I really can't think of listening to anything, I YouTube the Gabe/Leejay/Passion car rehearsals. I'm doing that right now.
• I'm at Frances' house and she is currently behind me snoring on the bed. Lol.
• I'm getting really frustrated with this stupid strike. When was the last time I danced in a studio? Or swam!!! Oh well, all things happen for a reason, right?
• I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince yesterday. It was so funny, I really liked it. I <3>
• I really want to go to a party and get smashed. LOL is that bad? Whatever, it'll make my summer more exciting and fun.

xoxo
trisha

p.s. the way Gabe sings Gravity makes me want to have his children.

how dare you say it's nothing to me? baby, you're the only light that i ever saw

so lately..

i'm either too bored or too occupied by drama. the weather sucks and there's no studio time. i miss alot of people. the pros; i saw ian twice in a week's span. we met a stranger who is neither white or brown but has dark racoon circles and we ate blizzard soup and a chicken heart attack. i missed ian <3 also, i do not understand why i am dark seeing as how i've spent these past 3 days cooped up in my house. one more thing, harry potter is tomorrow. i'm shitting my pants.

that is all...

don't you know i appreciate the scenery? can't you see what you do to me, do to me.
everything i never knew i needed, is everything you are.
don't you know where there is imagination, i can picture the perfect situation.
much better when we're together, than if we're both apart.
oh i, i could get used to you, and the way you do, looks so good, so fine, feels so right.
i could get used to you, and the way you do, doesn't sound bad, i could get used to that.
never been, but you know, i wanna go there.
you got me thinking of all kinds of things we could share.
wouldn't mind taking time to know you better, and make it something real.
oh i, i could get used to you, and the way you do, looks so good, so fine, feels so right.
i could get used to you, and the way you do, doesn't sound bad, i could get used to that.

PICTURES OF THE PAST WEEKEND

I said I'd put'em up!

i said i would.. LOL

why ian is da bombdigs:

he always calls me by my full name.
he makes me scream every time i see him.
because we kick ass in soccer.
because i cannot read harry potter to him in one night but nigs still loves a bitch.
because of JACKSON and william hung.
because even if we don't talk forever i can still call him whenever i want to and we'd still be good.
because he drives...
because he STILL works at timmies
because he is still like my best friend no matter the time diff. :)

hi

Alright, first of all, because I haven't mentioned it anywhere in my blogspot :
RIP M.J., I used to dress like you as a kid. LOL! Seriously. I swear I had a red leather jacket, ask my mother. Speaking of which, I have those ^ jeans.

Ok, anyways -

Can you believe it's only July 4th? Holaaay. It's officially summer, I've done enough shit and it's only begun. In short, July started off damn motherfuckin' well.

July 1st:
Canada Day was, first off, the first time I had been in a studio in a really long time. Because of the Toronto Workers' Strike, not only is Toronto starting to stink, but none of the studios have been open. I miss practices still, but Ian managed to get hook ups at this dope studio @ the Y and invited myself and a handful of others to come learn a few routines of his and to help him record some shit for his YouTube or something. After that, some of us trekked over to Lista's house where we met with the rest of the usuals. It was a good Canada Day, ended it off with basketball, pizza, and amateur fireworks that I went all Lady Gaga over. Definition of chill - Hollerrrrrr at a good 1st of July.

July 2nd:
Went over to Chris' house for the Scarborough Central fellowship/meeting. I missed everyone! Talked out some major issues, had a little bit of a Praisefest, ate pizza (which has become somewhat of the staple summer food..) and did whatever. Helped Chris out a bit with his web-show, Brotalk. Subscribe, btw! It's actually some pretty funny shit. Anyways..

July 3rd:
Holy shit, THE night. Started with practice for the team @ Nathan Philips. Left early with Julie for her house to get ready for tonight. First time clubbing. It was fuckin' intense. So much to say about it but I won't say too much. Well, as I said, Julie and I headed to her house to get ready - rushed like a bitch, didn't even get to wear the dress I wanted to wear *AHEM* - but that's another issue. Anyways, rushed, met up with 42 and Anna and got driven to Frequency. Sucha nice place. Anyways - a big highlight of the night, for one thing, is that I shared a booth with SoRealCru's very own Brian Puspos aka Bburna aka nice ass - I mean.. yeah. Seemed like a pretty down to earth kind of guy, kept making jokes and was really funny, and he sat next to me .. :) HAHAHA but yeah, if you're wondering, no, I didn't dick ride. Most of the night me and Julie were going all Coyote Ugly on the dance floor.. HAHA. Had such a good first time clubbing, was in enough pictures (just waiting on them..) with the exception of a few things that wasn't at all pleasant; long night in heels + 6 hours in a club + 1.5 hour bus ride to Julie's = tired as fuck, impatient as fuck, with feet that hurt.. like fuck. Hahaha.. Well, clubbing isn't really something I'd do every week but it's definately something I'd want to do more often for sure. Such a good night. Holy shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii-

July 4th (Today):
Oh boy, barely got any sleep so I don't even know what I'm up right now. But yeah, let Julie's mad early and went over home for a bit before heading to the Harbourfront for Puspos' workshop. My body's a bit sore from the dances he taught but I had lots of fun dancing nonetheless (as always.) Got seriously sweaty though - it was packed at the studio. Oh, and p.s., he used MY ipod to teach his second routine. Holla. Anyways, took alot of pictures, chilled a bit after with the usuals, and then went home with Greg. We ate burgers, made smoothies, and took pictures of Hachi eating ice cream. Cute, right? I know.

After-thought:
Seriously had a really long 4 days. I'm really looking forward to a resting day. Especially these past two days - seriously exhausting. But hey, I got to party with fuckin' Brian Puspos. I can tell this is how the rest of my day's will be - not like I mind, though. With all this bonding I had this weekend with everyone, I can tell summer 2009 will be very promising. Oh yeah, and Hachi's a cute little ice cream eater, isn't he? :)

Since I am seriously lacking pictures of the weekend (until NuLite puts up theirs), here's on of me and my twin bitch @ the Puspos workshop. Main bitch this weekend B-) We wore the same thing at the workshop without planning it, it's pretty fucking gay, thus this picture was taken. We weren't trying to be cute, FYI. Anyways, more pictures later. Holler!

xoxo