Friday, April 24, 2009
april 24 - 26
i've been hibernating all week cause i've been sick. and this weekend is dance-filled. today, with the usuals @ gns, and then Saturday and Sunday it's bridging the gap. i'm pretty happy i'm taking a break from camp stuff. i'm a happy camper. i mean dancer.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
crazy for you
i found myself today, singing out loud your name,
you said i'm crazy; if i am, i'm crazy for you.
sometimes sitting in the dark wishing you were here turns me crazy,
but it's you that makes me lose my head.
and every time i'm meant to be acting sensible,
you drift into my head and turns me into a crumbling fool.
tell me to run and i'll race,
if you want me to stop, i'll freeze,
and if you want me gone, i'll leave.
just hold me closer, baby,
and make me crazy for you,
crazy for you.
lately with this state i'm in, i can't help myself but spin,
i wish you'd come over; send me spinning closer to you.
my, oh, my, how my blood boils its sweetest for you,
it strips me down bare and gets me into my favorite mood.
i keep on trying,
i'm fighting these feelings away,
but the more i do the crazier i turn into.
pacing floors and opening doors, hoping you'll walk through,
and save me, boy, because i'm too crazy for you,
crazy for you.
Monday, April 20, 2009
NTS:
For the month of May:
and i miss my best friend. :(
- Camp Righteous Uphold (May 1-3)
- STOMP Dry Run (May 9)
- Melissa's Debut (May 9)
- STOMP (May 23)
- Prom (May 29)
and i miss my best friend. :(
Sunday, April 19, 2009
p.s.
miss this
and this
and this
and this
and this
and this
and this
and this
and this.
two more months of bullshit and i'm back to this.
two more months of bullshit and i'm back to this.
half-crazy
another blurb blog, maybe just a bit longer. alot has happened this week i realized, and there were alot of ups and downs to it. don't want to go into much detail onto what happened, so i'll just get down to the nitty-gritty of it:
friday, great practice. i found it productive and we all bonded well, we also got free food from the community centre so we all bonded a bit longer than usual. saturday was greg's surprise birthday, it all went well, he was surprised by everyone at queens quay and he seemed really happy about it. drama happened later on in the evening, ill get into that later. today was camp training! it was great to meet the service team, they all seem like they'll do so well. all-in-all, pretty productive.
okay, so here's what's up. so intense situations emerge, and some major stress happens for everyone. first off, i'd like to say that i'm very happy, to say the least, that everyone is safe and together. this is what's more important.
um, so lets just say, that many people saw the worst of me. let's just say i'm a force to fuck with when i'm really mad. let's just say that over the years i, the rarely angered trisha, have developed an otherwise rare rage blackout-esque persona. and let's just say me and the person i love the most, the MOST, had let things get a bit out of hand and hectic.
so okay. you should all know how stupid i get, how stupid we get in fights. whenever a couple fights, isn't 90% of the time, it's over something stupid? so i got caught up in the heat, and you know, i kinda got fed up with how stupid the things me and he fight over are. we say some stupid shit, yeah, and you know what, being who he is and i am and knowing that about each other, we both never usually take it to heart. its hurt, it's pain, it has a voice of it's own, and what ever it says, no matter how stupid or how not true it is, it is a reflection on how we feel. and what i felt on saturday, you know what? its how i felt inside.
i don't really know the point of this entry, honestly, but let's just say that i love greg so much, yes i may say stupid shit to him and vice versa. our fights get fuckin' intense to be completely honest with you. it's not because we hate each other or anything, but its our flaw we need to work on and because we love each other so much, we'll work on that together. we'd rather be together than let something like our temper get in the way. relationships are sacrifice and what we're trying to sacrifice is our pride. love conquers all, afterall.
that's it. sorry if it gets confusing along the way of this entry.
xoxo trisha
friday, great practice. i found it productive and we all bonded well, we also got free food from the community centre so we all bonded a bit longer than usual. saturday was greg's surprise birthday, it all went well, he was surprised by everyone at queens quay and he seemed really happy about it. drama happened later on in the evening, ill get into that later. today was camp training! it was great to meet the service team, they all seem like they'll do so well. all-in-all, pretty productive.
okay, so here's what's up. so intense situations emerge, and some major stress happens for everyone. first off, i'd like to say that i'm very happy, to say the least, that everyone is safe and together. this is what's more important.
um, so lets just say, that many people saw the worst of me. let's just say i'm a force to fuck with when i'm really mad. let's just say that over the years i, the rarely angered trisha, have developed an otherwise rare rage blackout-esque persona. and let's just say me and the person i love the most, the MOST, had let things get a bit out of hand and hectic.
so okay. you should all know how stupid i get, how stupid we get in fights. whenever a couple fights, isn't 90% of the time, it's over something stupid? so i got caught up in the heat, and you know, i kinda got fed up with how stupid the things me and he fight over are. we say some stupid shit, yeah, and you know what, being who he is and i am and knowing that about each other, we both never usually take it to heart. its hurt, it's pain, it has a voice of it's own, and what ever it says, no matter how stupid or how not true it is, it is a reflection on how we feel. and what i felt on saturday, you know what? its how i felt inside.
i don't really know the point of this entry, honestly, but let's just say that i love greg so much, yes i may say stupid shit to him and vice versa. our fights get fuckin' intense to be completely honest with you. it's not because we hate each other or anything, but its our flaw we need to work on and because we love each other so much, we'll work on that together. we'd rather be together than let something like our temper get in the way. relationships are sacrifice and what we're trying to sacrifice is our pride. love conquers all, afterall.
that's it. sorry if it gets confusing along the way of this entry.
xoxo trisha
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
nothin' but good lovin'
Good Easter! Good food, good friends, good family, good lovin'!
SUNDAY! Easter Sunday, Jesus rose from the dead and saved us all from a life of fiery pits and pitchforks. So it's a happy happy day! Started it early and went to church with my family; it was a long ass mass but I wasn't too tired so it's all good. Went downtown with the family and ate at Richtree previously known as MARCHE's! Best ever, I haven't been there in so long. God, the food was so good it was disgusting. I wasn't particularly hunger when I got there but I ate enough for a Michael Le. It was grime. I took pictures so I can make this a "Shaun Evaristo" post but I'm pretty convinced that that would make me the biggest creep-de-la-creep ever, so I'll just post one:
DISGUST. DISGUST. DISGUST. The smell of it nearly made me pass out. And those fuckin' strawberries.. Do not get me started on them. I love crepes. I should go get another.
Anyways, have I mentioned? That Easter Sunday was my seven month anniversary with Greg, my best friend, my lover, my everything. So I met up with him later that day at Diamond's house, where we were together, happy, blissful, and all-in-all, in love. Happiness is not the proper word to describe how I feel/felt that day because, quite frankly, it doesn't suffice. Anyways, a handful more people showed up at Diamonds, a.k.a. Jeffrey, Jordan, Andrew, Jimmy, Mikey, and Hannah. What a bond. Mike and I (attempted) to make paper airplanes to fly out of Diamond's window, and if you didn't know, he lives on the 25th floor. Intense! Since my airplanes sucked, and since Mike had horrible aim, we let Jimmy give paper airplane making a try. No improvement. Well, we bonded some more, and when Jordan arrived we headed to the playground area near Diamond's. We played a good number of rounds of Grounders. Yeah, and sometime during that time span I managed bruise my arm really badly, and it's gross right now. It's currently purple and blue and yellow and it's really dutty. After that I was homebound. Long, exhausting, but a happy day.
Monday was all full of love. I went to Greg's house and I loved every moment of it. We watched t.v., he cooked me food, and we napped and cuddled in his bed like two little puppies in a little-er play pen. I love lying next to him more than anything in the world. More than fairs and laughing and dying my hair. Lying next to him with his arms around me is the best feeling in the world, and that's all that day was, therefore that day was absolute bliss. I'd love to wake up next to him every morning.
That's pretty much it for my Easter weekend. Today is baby's birthday, he's 19 now! So old and legal, he can go club and be in a porno if he wants! AND he can drink. My baby's all grown and shit! Hahaha. We basically spent the day and dance practice, but dance is what brought us together and it's our second-greatest love and thus it was a day well spent. Love dance, love him, love this weekend / today. And I'm happy.
..
So, as I said, we've been together 7 months, which, really, I think passed by without much notice because when I think about it now, they've passed by so quickly. And, as you can tell by this entry, I'm more than happy, as a matter of fact, I'm happier with him that any other guy I've been with. And he's 19 now, so I hope he's just as happy and more. I hope we'll have an additional billion days months years together, and I hope that this love never runs out (which, really, won't ever.) I love you, bubbalub, booboo, babu, baby, puppy face, snuggle bunny, cuddle monkey, cutie pie, little old man, best friend, love of my life always and forever and always and forever ever ever, be happy and happy birthday!
xoxo
trisha
SUNDAY! Easter Sunday, Jesus rose from the dead and saved us all from a life of fiery pits and pitchforks. So it's a happy happy day! Started it early and went to church with my family; it was a long ass mass but I wasn't too tired so it's all good. Went downtown with the family and ate at Richtree previously known as MARCHE's! Best ever, I haven't been there in so long. God, the food was so good it was disgusting. I wasn't particularly hunger when I got there but I ate enough for a Michael Le. It was grime. I took pictures so I can make this a "Shaun Evaristo" post but I'm pretty convinced that that would make me the biggest creep-de-la-creep ever, so I'll just post one:
DISGUST. DISGUST. DISGUST. The smell of it nearly made me pass out. And those fuckin' strawberries.. Do not get me started on them. I love crepes. I should go get another.
Anyways, have I mentioned? That Easter Sunday was my seven month anniversary with Greg, my best friend, my lover, my everything. So I met up with him later that day at Diamond's house, where we were together, happy, blissful, and all-in-all, in love. Happiness is not the proper word to describe how I feel/felt that day because, quite frankly, it doesn't suffice. Anyways, a handful more people showed up at Diamonds, a.k.a. Jeffrey, Jordan, Andrew, Jimmy, Mikey, and Hannah. What a bond. Mike and I (attempted) to make paper airplanes to fly out of Diamond's window, and if you didn't know, he lives on the 25th floor. Intense! Since my airplanes sucked, and since Mike had horrible aim, we let Jimmy give paper airplane making a try. No improvement. Well, we bonded some more, and when Jordan arrived we headed to the playground area near Diamond's. We played a good number of rounds of Grounders. Yeah, and sometime during that time span I managed bruise my arm really badly, and it's gross right now. It's currently purple and blue and yellow and it's really dutty. After that I was homebound. Long, exhausting, but a happy day.
Monday was all full of love. I went to Greg's house and I loved every moment of it. We watched t.v., he cooked me food, and we napped and cuddled in his bed like two little puppies in a little-er play pen. I love lying next to him more than anything in the world. More than fairs and laughing and dying my hair. Lying next to him with his arms around me is the best feeling in the world, and that's all that day was, therefore that day was absolute bliss. I'd love to wake up next to him every morning.
That's pretty much it for my Easter weekend. Today is baby's birthday, he's 19 now! So old and legal, he can go club and be in a porno if he wants! AND he can drink. My baby's all grown and shit! Hahaha. We basically spent the day and dance practice, but dance is what brought us together and it's our second-greatest love and thus it was a day well spent. Love dance, love him, love this weekend / today. And I'm happy.
..
So, as I said, we've been together 7 months, which, really, I think passed by without much notice because when I think about it now, they've passed by so quickly. And, as you can tell by this entry, I'm more than happy, as a matter of fact, I'm happier with him that any other guy I've been with. And he's 19 now, so I hope he's just as happy and more. I hope we'll have an additional billion days months years together, and I hope that this love never runs out (which, really, won't ever.) I love you, bubbalub, booboo, babu, baby, puppy face, snuggle bunny, cuddle monkey, cutie pie, little old man, best friend, love of my life always and forever and always and forever ever ever, be happy and happy birthday!
xoxo
trisha
Saturday, April 11, 2009
what it is
i'm home and i'm exhausted. woke up nice and early for a doctors appointment, greg told me to make sure i made one seeing as how i haven't had a check up and half a year. good call because i have a follow up on wednesday because i need a vaccination. anyways, they took blood samples, which i hate because my blood always looks different from everyone elses, i don't know if it's just me. well after that, my family and i ate at dim sum. my parents took my shopping after, i bought a couple pairs of jeans from h&m, a shirt from aritzia and a new phone!
yup yup, and it's pink too. way nicer than my last phone, aka my giant nig nail. there's no throwing this baby. anyways, spent the better half of the day with greg. i missed him alot, it seems like the past week i barely spent time with him (although many probably beg to differ, but really, if i'm used to seeing him every day, seeing him every other day seems like barely any quality time.) i helped him space his ears, struggled with the second one, but all-in-all, the results are pretty sexy. then we biked to lista's house and networked with the usuals. i miss biking, but not so much in all this cold wind. caught up with song, ate pizza and wings, watched russell peters, took my first phone videos/pictures, and had fun.
now i'm home ready to sleep because i smell another long day ahead of me tomorrow. sorry if i haven't called you chris!
goodnight
xoxo trisha
yup yup, and it's pink too. way nicer than my last phone, aka my giant nig nail. there's no throwing this baby. anyways, spent the better half of the day with greg. i missed him alot, it seems like the past week i barely spent time with him (although many probably beg to differ, but really, if i'm used to seeing him every day, seeing him every other day seems like barely any quality time.) i helped him space his ears, struggled with the second one, but all-in-all, the results are pretty sexy. then we biked to lista's house and networked with the usuals. i miss biking, but not so much in all this cold wind. caught up with song, ate pizza and wings, watched russell peters, took my first phone videos/pictures, and had fun.
now i'm home ready to sleep because i smell another long day ahead of me tomorrow. sorry if i haven't called you chris!
goodnight
xoxo trisha
Friday, April 10, 2009
boob can watch porno!
This bitch and I go back way into time. I remember when he used to rock red chucks, roc-a-wear jeans, and his hitler jacket!
Haha, let's go buy porn! You're 18 bitch!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
dt / prom / hair / hachi
Okay.. I've been on livejournal for so long so I'm graduating and moving onto blogspot. Hi blogspot! Anyways. So. Today! I went downtown for GNS practice, we moved from UofT to Nathan Philips Square. Most of the time was spent on not really dancing as much as just chillin' out, talking, walking, eating. We had more of those "talks", you know, those talks that are supposed to bond us all closer together and whatever. Ate, saw Danny-love, saw Chris, planned a bit, but all-in-all just chilled. Despite the fact that I was the only one freezing my ass off, it was good to see everyone and just MOSS.
But besides today? Um, so I've been thinking about prom. Short dress, off white, lace, high high high heels, big hair? Here's what I'm thinking:
Yeah, I don't care if this isn't formal enough, Baby J looks hot. I wanna look this hot. Can anyone make this dress custom made?
HAIR! my hair is pissing me off. i'm never satisfied with it. i've tried to go blue but.. that didn't work out so well. it's like.. losing its black and the blue is barely noticable until i lift my bangs.. and there's a random moss green brown streak in it... it's pretty dutty but people tell me they like it so whatever. i finally know how to use that ice cream shit, it's pretty nice die. i wanna grow my hair but i know ill cut it. and i could color it again but my hair will just break off. and i don't want to start balding until its all white... yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah...
hachi got a hair cut and now he looks like a kitty because the groomer cut his hair too short. i never realized how much we don't feed him because hes so skinny! but his face is so cute. my little cookieface!
lastly, i gave up television for camp so no more gossip girl for a while. i'll miss you chase! :( and that's it!
P.S. tomorrow's Good Friday! Go to church!
xoxo trisha
But besides today? Um, so I've been thinking about prom. Short dress, off white, lace, high high high heels, big hair? Here's what I'm thinking:
Yeah, I don't care if this isn't formal enough, Baby J looks hot. I wanna look this hot. Can anyone make this dress custom made?
HAIR! my hair is pissing me off. i'm never satisfied with it. i've tried to go blue but.. that didn't work out so well. it's like.. losing its black and the blue is barely noticable until i lift my bangs.. and there's a random moss green brown streak in it... it's pretty dutty but people tell me they like it so whatever. i finally know how to use that ice cream shit, it's pretty nice die. i wanna grow my hair but i know ill cut it. and i could color it again but my hair will just break off. and i don't want to start balding until its all white... yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah...
hachi got a hair cut and now he looks like a kitty because the groomer cut his hair too short. i never realized how much we don't feed him because hes so skinny! but his face is so cute. my little cookieface!
lastly, i gave up television for camp so no more gossip girl for a while. i'll miss you chase! :( and that's it!
P.S. tomorrow's Good Friday! Go to church!
xoxo trisha
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